Friday, January 17, 2014

From Him Alone

 
 

     Tonight, I had the honor of watching God at work once again. This time, He came in the form of peace and inspiration.

      I've said before that I know that this calling to missions is a God thing. Why? Because I have peace. My life is often controlled by fear of change. Though I hate to admit it, nearly every unfamiliar situation shakes the walls in my life. Simply said: I HATE CHANGE! So then, how do I explain the overwhelming peace and excitement I have about leaving all that I know to spend a year in a village in a country far from my own? The only, and I mean ONLY explanation is God. He began working in my heart years ago, giving me a love for a world I had never been to and people I had never met. He slowly opened the doors of my heart to the idea of serving on missions, and when the time came for His call, He had fully prepared me to go. I am ready to go, ready to follow His calling in my life. I am in awe of the peace that has taken root in every aspect of this trip. I serve a remarkable God--not only do I have peace about the journey ahead of me, I have a passion and excitement for it.

     Earlier this evening, I went to a dinner to raise support for The Forsaken Children. I heard the stories of the children whose lives are being changed day in and day out because of God's work through TFC. Nega, who is the hands and feet on the ground in Addis came and shared. He spoke about how this work has changed his life, as well as the lives of countless others. Nega has a passion for the street children of Ethiopia, I could see it in his eyes from the minute he began to speak. He lit up as he spoke about the children, and broke down as he told their stories of restoration. As if hearing Nega share his heart wasn't powerful enough, he concluded his talk with "as long as I live, I will serve the street children". That, my friends, is God at work in the life of an obedient servant.

     I went into the evening ready to absorb anything that I could about this organization that God has brought into my life. I was ready to immerse myself in the reality that the children that Nega talked about would be faces I will meet, people I have the opportunity to serve, hearts God will allow me to love. Within a year, these children will not just be faces, they will be friends.

      After hearing all that Nega shared about what is going on in Ethiopia, and all that Joe, the founder of TFC, had to say about the work in Africa, I am even more excited to go than ever before. I really did not think I could be more eager, and I was fully convinced that God could not equip me with a greater calm in going. And yet, He has proved His providence yet again.

Today I am praising God for paving the way for me, and thanking Him for inspirational people like Nega who live to serve.  

Monday, January 6, 2014

Passport in Hand



      
     Today I returned home to the greatest of all surprises: my passport! I did not expect it for another 5 or 6 weeks, but the minute I saw that envelope my heart began to race. The excitement that came with holding the unopened piece of mail, knowing the priceless worth that it held, and knowing how many doors it opened for me was enough to put a smile on my face and an extra skip in my step. I had not been home for more than 3 minutes and I had already run to every room in the house showing it off. I felt like a little girl on Christmas morning. There is just something about holding the power to take adventures that is unexplainable!

     Along with my excitement came yet another dose of peace and assurance as I am now another step closer to following God's call. Each and every detail seems to be working out; I know without a shadow of a doubt that I am doing exactly what I am supposed to be. God has been working in my heart for years, and I see it now more than ever. In a time when I should be scared to death about all that is changing, I am overjoyed and resting in the comfort of the One who is sending me. My sole fear at this point is taking bucket baths, which is a teeny tiny idea to get used to between now and August. God continues to amaze me each and every day. With each new discovery He proves to be laying the way. With each day that passes He proves to be holding me close as excitement grows and fears diminish. I serve an amazing God who has called me to do amazing things: what an honor to say that I am His.

     Tonight I'll fall asleep with a smile on my face and joy in my heart as I think about all that He has entrusted me to do.


Wednesday, January 1, 2014

A New Year

 
     It is 2:52am on New Years Day and I have just finished my support letter. Clearly I am welcoming 2014 in style. It seems only fitting to spend the first hours of the year working on the biggest thing I will be a part of this year. As I sit here in the wee hours of 2014, I think about all that this year will hold: my college graduation, my brother's wedding, my puppy's 10th birthday, and let's not forget that little thing I've taken on called a mission trip. What a year it will be. There is quite a bit of change on the horizon, and unlike most times where I cringe at the thought of even slight alterations to life, I find myself refreshingly excited about all that is to come. And with that, the countdown must begin.... Only about 215 days until I am Ethiopia bound.