Yesterday, my dear Pappy (my Mom's father) moved from death to life. The Lord welcomed him into heaven with open arms. Losing him here on earth is indescribably difficult, but thinking about him whole and perfect at the feet of Jesus brings comfort alongside the pain. His life was a testament to love and joy, especially the love of Christ. What more could we ask for? He knew The Lord well and all I can do is picture him closing his eyes here and opening them in the presence of the most high.
I'll be honest, we have been spoiled in my family. We have not had to deal with death before. Can I just say... IT HURTS! I was reminded by a friend that this was never God's plan when he created life in us; His plan was never for us to feel this pain and hurt that accompanies death. There is the added layer of experiencing the shock, grief, and pain thousands of miles away from home. In this I am so grateful that God provided before I even left home for me to return to be with my family during this difficult time. I will be returning home on Wednesday morning in the arms of my mom by that afternoon. There is no place I would rather be.
Please be in prayer for my entire family: especially my grandma, my mom, and my two uncles who just faced the loss of a husband and father. It will be such a comfort and blessing to be together during this time, and while it does not take the hurt away, my mom shared with me something that I love... She said, "Although the tears are rolling as I type, the smile of joy is on my face because my father knows MY Father and calls his Father too."
Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. -1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
To end on a happy note. Since being in Ethiopia I have had MANY treasured opportunities to Skype with Pappy, and each time, as awful as I thought I looked, he would say to me "Wow Sweetheart, you look so good!". More often then not, I didn't, but in his eyes I did. So one Skype date rolls around and he doesn't say anything. All I could do was laugh to myself and think "WOW, I must REALLY look bad today!" haha Thankful for the memories of a grandfather who lived a full life for The Lord.
