Single digits. With 9 (yes, you read that correctly: NINE) days to go things in my life have slowed down considerably. I have let go of all of my responsibilities and am taking the last week to spend with my family and tie up loose ends. With that slow down I've had time to process my thoughts and return after over a month without posting here. Finding something to post about was easy this time, it pretty much slapped me in the face last night and I was like--GOD MOMENT. Must share.
With so few days left I have been reflecting on and thinking back over the 7 months of preparation that has brought me to this point. During this time of reflection, whether it be at the stoplight on my way to work or as my final thoughts of the day pass through before drifting off to sleep, I have been reminded of so many details both large and small in which my only response remains "to Him be the glory".
The largest area in which I struggled to give control over to God was when it came to money matters. When Ethiopia came onto my radar and I had committed to traveling there, my family in Ethiopia helped me figure out how much money I would need to meet my needs while in
Africa. The number: $14,000. Now to a girl who just graduated college, this seemed to be an astronomical number, which had a lot to do with my reluctance to give God the reigns. How in the world was $14,000 going to fall out of the sky? God said to me, "Child, I have brought you this far. Don't you know I'll make sure your every need is met? Put your faith in me." Well, now with roughly $17,000 and counting I am wondering why I ever doubted that the money would be there. God did not just meet my needs, He provided far more than I ever could have imagined, and He continues to provide! Each and every dollar that comes in now goes beyond my personal needs to God's plan for me while I'm there. I am overjoyed as I continue to watch hearts soften to the need to further God's kingdom in Ethiopia. I am overwhelmed to think of all the ways I can bless people because of people here that have and continue to choose to give. God has a plan for each and every dollar He provided, and all I can say is "to Him be the glory".
Africa. The number: $14,000. Now to a girl who just graduated college, this seemed to be an astronomical number, which had a lot to do with my reluctance to give God the reigns. How in the world was $14,000 going to fall out of the sky? God said to me, "Child, I have brought you this far. Don't you know I'll make sure your every need is met? Put your faith in me." Well, now with roughly $17,000 and counting I am wondering why I ever doubted that the money would be there. God did not just meet my needs, He provided far more than I ever could have imagined, and He continues to provide! Each and every dollar that comes in now goes beyond my personal needs to God's plan for me while I'm there. I am overjoyed as I continue to watch hearts soften to the need to further God's kingdom in Ethiopia. I am overwhelmed to think of all the ways I can bless people because of people here that have and continue to choose to give. God has a plan for each and every dollar He provided, and all I can say is "to Him be the glory".
Looking back on the past 7 months, I think of the people that God has allowed me to share my faith with here simply because of what He will have me do in the coming year. People at the churches I have been to, where I have been able to share with them a passion to spread the gospel. Random people in the store who have commented on the copious amounts of stuff I was buying--ever shopped in advance for a whole year? The man at the phone store. The lady at the post office when I got my passport. My eye doctor and dentist. Random people I talk to who ask me what I'm doing now that I graduated. The list goes on and on. What a great opportunity to share my faith and open that door with family, friends, and complete strangers. To Him be the glory.
My family. Let's talk about them. I have my parents, 2 brothers, a sister, and a sister-in-law. When we are all home together our house erupts with laughter. Of all the things I enjoy in life, my family is at the top of the list and laughter comes shortly thereafter. I come from a close knit family, so naturally this up and coming change (while extremely exciting) will mean some days of wishing we were all together again. I try to always embrace time with my family, but here recently I have worked on taking in each moment. As we sit around the table for dinner and join hands to pray together I get this surreal feeling like, if it were not for these people and the faith that they poured into my life, I would not be the person I am, nor would I be traveling across the world following the calling of a lifetime. This love, these roots of mine..... To Him be the glory.
Suitcases. I can fly with two large suitcases maxing out at 50lbs. Today I began packing my bags. And by began I mean, my plan was to begin, but reality is I was so excited about doing it that I ended up packing everything but my carry on! If only we had pictures of the bag-weighing process. 'Twas quite a show! I hopped on the scale as Mom hoisted the bag onto my back. I stood there hunched over like a turtle only to discover that bag numero uno was just at 50lb. Onto bag #2. I filled it up with nearly all the items I needed and once again hoisted it up to weigh. 43lbs.. Phew. I made the cut-off. With all the items left to stuff I'll be right at my limit. Post packing, there are two things on my mind... First, I'd love to meet the man who came up with the 50lb. max and give him a little talking to (I say man because no woman in her right mind would put a weight limit on luggage). Second, I am praising God that all the items I need for a year weigh a total of only 100lbs. To Him be the glory.
Four scenarios, all completely different, in which I find myself looking to God and praising Him for the ways He is in control of every detail both large and small. I return once again to Eph. 3:20-21
"Now to Him that is able to do immeasurably more than we ask or imagine, according to His power
that is at work within us, to Him be the glory."










