Camels and Kingdoms

     It seems like all aspects of my life recently have pointed my focus towards one thing: my purpose. I have asked myself quite a few times this week, if my life were to end tomorrow, would I have made a difference on this world for Christ? In about 127 days I could quite easily say YES, but what about now? It seems odd that it took until about two weeks ago for me to realize that my ministry doesn't start when I set foot on African soil, but rather, my ministry is now. I have had the opportunity to speak at about four different churches with two more in the near future--that is my mission. As I share with people what God is doing in my life--that is my mission. As I spend my prayer time lifting up the sweet faces I will be in community with in the coming months--that is my mission. When I fly out, I will be continuing the mission that God has placed before me, not beginning it. I have been challenged with the reality that my mission is now.

     In church we are working through the book of Mark, and this past week studied the passage on the rich entering the Kingdom of God. I encourage you to read Mark 10:17-31, but for now I'll give you the abridged version. A man asks Jesus what it would take to enter the Kingdom of Heaven, and Jesus responds telling the man that he must sell all he owns and give it to the poor, then turn and follow Jesus. He proceeds to say that it would be easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom.

     Before I get into what Jesus is saying here, let me first tell you what he is NOT saying. Jesus is not saying that people who are blessed with a good paying job will not get into heaven. Jesus is not saying that if you have a solid savings account you are out of luck when it comes to eternity with Him. Jesus is not saying that if you want to have an hope of getting into the gates of glory you have to drop what you are doing, sell each and every item that you have, and call it a leap of faith. Rather, what I get from this is that Jesus is calling us to put our trust in Him fully, and be willing to make sacrifices to keep our focus and trust in Him alone. I'm going to go out on a limb here and say Jesus didn't want the man to really sell all that he had, but He wanted him to be willing, especially because his wealth was something that he could rest in without needing to put his faith in Jesus.

     One of the questions that we spent time talking about in my small group was, what is God calling us to give up to further His kingdom?

     Think about that... What is holding you back from fulfilling God's purpose for your life?

     This is a time in my life when I can very realistically relate to what Jesus is calling the man to do in Mark 10. God has called me to give up a lot in the name of spreading the gospel, and yet I have been blessed in the ways that God has turned a calling in my life into a dream of mine, a passion. Giving up things doesn't seem like a sacrifice, but rather part of living out my dream.

      As I temporarily leave my family, God opened the doors in Ethiopia and blessed me with a great family to welcome me. He asked me to leave my town, and yet the family that I am living with come from the town I currently call home. He has called me to leave 21st century America, and yet He has given me a joy and excitement in embracing the rustic lifestyle on the other side of the world--7,425 miles away to be exact. I have seen God's faithfulness in peace, and yet He didn't stop there. Right along with the peace is excitement, joy, passion, and purpose. God has been transforming my heart these past few months and I watch in amazement as He continues to pave the way for me. Simply blessed beyond words!