Not Your Normal Graduate

    This past Saturday, I graduated from college. The whole day was beyond exciting as up until this point my goal and purpose in life was to graduate. I'll tell you though, even as I celebrated with my friends and family the success of all those years of hard work, my mind was far from my small-town school... far from the orange and black that I've grown accustomed to sporting... far from the ceremony that honored our accomplishments. My mind was on my future. As the speakers talked about the people that were leaving the university and going out to become doctors, lawyers, film directors, teachers,  athletic trainers, and so many more great jobs, I found myself feeling like I was against the odds. You see, my destination won't make me big bucks (or any bucks for that matter), I won't have a wardrobe filled with "work clothes", I won't even have a flushing toilet come to think of it, but I will be filled. I will be happier than a bird with a french fry. I will be full of life, love, and purpose.

     Sunday morning my mom greeted me with words that ring true in my heart, "You did it Hannah. You graduated. Now nothing stands between you and your dreams, you and your purpose. Welcome to the rest of your life." Mom somehow put into words everything that I had been feeling the day before--Graduation day.

     I am now only 80 days away from flying off. I have confirmed my date and found my ticket. Later this week I'll make it official by making the big purchase. I have a feeling butterflies will be a'flyin when I confirm my seat. In other exciting news, I'm 75% funded. That could be a post in and of itself. My prayers have shifted now to praying that I have enough to go, to praying that God will continue to call people to give above and beyond allowing me to serve longer.

This week, please keep these things in your prayers:

• Mission Training: I am heading to Mississippi for training the first week in June. Please pray for energy for the trip and safe travels as it will take about 12 hours to get there. Pray that God will use that time to fill me with the knowledge that I need to enter the mission field of Ethiopia. Pray that the fellowship with other missionaries will be impacting and meaningful. While in Mississippi I'll get to train alongside the co-founders of The Forsaken Children (the brother and sister-in law of the family I'll be living with) as they are preparing to return to Ethiopia full time later this year. I'm very excited to spend time with them and get to hear many of their experiences.  

• Pray that fundraising continues to go swimmingly. God has blown me away with the generosity of His people. I have no doubt in my mind that I will be fully funded in the coming weeks. My prayer now, as mentioned before, is that God will far exceed my fundraising goal and allow me the opportunity to stay in service longer. I am so excited to see how far above $14,000 we can get. Please pray that people continue to give generously.

     Thank you for your continued support. As always, I thank God for each of you and your prayers daily. This experience has been a blessing beyond any I could have imagined. God is good all the time, and all the time God is good! Join with me in praising Him for the post-graduation adventure He has called me to.

Travel with Me: 99 to Go!

         We have made it to the double digits. I cannot believe it! Was it not just yesterday that I was in awe of making it to the150 day mark? So, with 99 days until I take off, I thought I would give you all a photo tour of the life I am stepping into--a life that is my dream come true.

Here is just a small peak into Ethiopia. 

This is what my work will look like in Ethiopia. Here, my host Jess is working with the village kids. When I say "teaching the kids of the village" this is a very realistic view of what I mean. 

This is where I'll be living. Welcome to my home!

Here is a peak into the kitchen area. And below..... Bathroom anybody?

For now, this is what we're looking at for water... However, I believe I heard word that there may be a pump that works during the rainy season. 

       

          From what I understand, this is a shot from my back yard (or close to it). Talk about a view! This is the farm I will be living at. The Forsaken Children, the organization I am working with, is working to establish sustainability for their street children mission project. They do this through teaching the people of Ethiopia about agriculture. Between their orchard and chicken hatchery, they've got it going on. 

       These are pictures of the place that holds my heart. I have not yet been there, and all I have shared is what I have gathered from e-mails with my amazing host family... but somehow, in some unexplainable way, I feel like I know this place. Like it is already home.

Please continue to pray for everybody involved as this journey of life continues.


(All pictures are property of J & J Bridges---jrb428@wordpress.com) 

Power in Prayer

Hopefully you`ve been able to check out the prayer tab at the top of the page, but it is my goal to periodically post seperate prayer requests here just to keep things fresh and on your mind. This week, I have quite a few things you can keep on your heart as you go to the Father in prayer...

Pray for my spiritual life: I feel closer to God now more than ever before as He is so evident in my life. I have been blessed by His closeness, but it does not just happen. Please continue to pray that I seek first the Savior and continue to grow closer to Him. Of all the things that need to be in good order before I leave, my continally growing relationship with God needs to be first. After all, how can I passionately share the Gospel if I am not thirsting for it in my everyday life?

Pray for the details: Things are coming together better than I ever could have dreamed of! While on spring break I was able to share at a local church, get my shots, work on finding a flight, and send off the final paperwork necessary to team up with Global Outreach. In the coming weeks I plan to book a flight, head to training in Mississippi for a week, and work on getting my Visa. Oh, and did I mention that we have my brother's wedding and my graduation thrown in that mix, too? :) Please continue to pray that the details come together smoothly. 

Pray for my family: Conversation about Ethiopia has pretty much worked its way into every aspect of my social life. I cannot tell you the last time I had a conversation that did not, at least at some point, work its way back to my trip. I see this especially with my family. Please pray for them as they continue to get used to the idea of being appart for a while. They are incredibly supportive and excited about how real this calling is in my life, but that doesn't make the realities of a year or more appart any easier. 

To those of you that have committed to supporting me through prayer, know that I thank The Lord for you daily! Prayer makes all things possible, and I am ever-so-grateful to have yours. 

Check back in soon for a support update! 

Camels and Kingdoms

     It seems like all aspects of my life recently have pointed my focus towards one thing: my purpose. I have asked myself quite a few times this week, if my life were to end tomorrow, would I have made a difference on this world for Christ? In about 127 days I could quite easily say YES, but what about now? It seems odd that it took until about two weeks ago for me to realize that my ministry doesn't start when I set foot on African soil, but rather, my ministry is now. I have had the opportunity to speak at about four different churches with two more in the near future--that is my mission. As I share with people what God is doing in my life--that is my mission. As I spend my prayer time lifting up the sweet faces I will be in community with in the coming months--that is my mission. When I fly out, I will be continuing the mission that God has placed before me, not beginning it. I have been challenged with the reality that my mission is now.

     In church we are working through the book of Mark, and this past week studied the passage on the rich entering the Kingdom of God. I encourage you to read Mark 10:17-31, but for now I'll give you the abridged version. A man asks Jesus what it would take to enter the Kingdom of Heaven, and Jesus responds telling the man that he must sell all he owns and give it to the poor, then turn and follow Jesus. He proceeds to say that it would be easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom.

     Before I get into what Jesus is saying here, let me first tell you what he is NOT saying. Jesus is not saying that people who are blessed with a good paying job will not get into heaven. Jesus is not saying that if you have a solid savings account you are out of luck when it comes to eternity with Him. Jesus is not saying that if you want to have an hope of getting into the gates of glory you have to drop what you are doing, sell each and every item that you have, and call it a leap of faith. Rather, what I get from this is that Jesus is calling us to put our trust in Him fully, and be willing to make sacrifices to keep our focus and trust in Him alone. I'm going to go out on a limb here and say Jesus didn't want the man to really sell all that he had, but He wanted him to be willing, especially because his wealth was something that he could rest in without needing to put his faith in Jesus.

     One of the questions that we spent time talking about in my small group was, what is God calling us to give up to further His kingdom?

     Think about that... What is holding you back from fulfilling God's purpose for your life?

     This is a time in my life when I can very realistically relate to what Jesus is calling the man to do in Mark 10. God has called me to give up a lot in the name of spreading the gospel, and yet I have been blessed in the ways that God has turned a calling in my life into a dream of mine, a passion. Giving up things doesn't seem like a sacrifice, but rather part of living out my dream.

      As I temporarily leave my family, God opened the doors in Ethiopia and blessed me with a great family to welcome me. He asked me to leave my town, and yet the family that I am living with come from the town I currently call home. He has called me to leave 21st century America, and yet He has given me a joy and excitement in embracing the rustic lifestyle on the other side of the world--7,425 miles away to be exact. I have seen God's faithfulness in peace, and yet He didn't stop there. Right along with the peace is excitement, joy, passion, and purpose. God has been transforming my heart these past few months and I watch in amazement as He continues to pave the way for me. Simply blessed beyond words!

Twenty-Five Percent!

Today I find myself blessed beyond words! Just heard that I am 25% funded for my trip. The $14,000 I need to serve is a HUGE number, but I am continually reminded that I serve a God who is BIGGER!
  
Want to give, but don't know how?

Jonesboro Heights Baptist Church

Africa Missions

316 West Main Street

Sanford, NC 27332

 

Or, click here!

 

Thank you to those who have answered the call to give: I couldn't do it without you.

 

 

Learning by Leading

     This weekend, I had the joy and pleasure of leading a group of youth during a Bible study retreat. The theme: "Called 2 Follow". How fitting! The event I was leading was one I had been a part of myself for years when I was in youth, so I was excited to come back as a leader. The weekend consisted of games, snacks, worship, bonfires, hayrides, Bible studies, and not nearly enough sleep! My intent in participating in the weekend was to teach, but what I never expected is that I would be the one learning...

 

     I was continually reminded of God's call in my life as each and every lesson touched the depths of my heart. We looked at story after story of God calling people in the Bible to put down what they were doing to follow Him--the story of Jesus calling Simon, Andrew, James, and John is one in particular that stood out to me.  





As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. “Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.” At once they left their nets and followed him.

 Going on from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John. They were in a boat with their father Zebedee, preparing their nets. Jesus called them, and immediately they left the boat and their father and followed him.

Matthew 4:18-22

 

      There are a number of things that really stood out to me. The first being the time frame in which they were called. Jesus' call was for them to come immediately and follow, not a few weeks later once they had wrapped things up with their job, not a few days later once they told their families what they were doing, not even a few hours later when they had time to wrap their minds around the calling. Jesus called them to be obedient then and there. Here, the men are being called to do something beyond their comfort zone, something new. They did not know how to fish for men, and yet that didn't stop Jesus from calling. All Jesus asked was for them to come at once... He would show them what they needed to know--His call was for obedience.

 

The reality is that we are called to follow Jesus before we know it all. We are called to come as imperfect people. We can only learn to follow Jesus BY following Jesus. Period. Jesus did not call the disciples because they had already accomplished something or have previously prepared themselves. In the same way, God is making us disciples in showing us how to follow, as we follow.  

 

 

        We all have a purpose in life, something God has placed us on this earth to do. I am overjoyed in what I feel like my purpose is, as my purpose and dreams so closely align. Yet, I often sit back and ask myself, am I really able to do this? I find myself floored that the Lord of the universe would even consider calling little me for such a big job. When God started placing this passion in my heart, I was in middle school. When He began nudging me I was nowhere near qualified for the opportunity He had called me to, many years away from responding to the call, and yet He still chose me.

 

        There are days when I wonder if I can leave my family for a full year. I ask myself whether or not I can really adjust to a culture so vastly different from mine. I ask myself if I can raise the $14,000 necessary to follow this call. I wonder if I can really get up in front of another congregation of people to share what God has called me to do. I wonder if I can get together all the details and brave all the shots necessary to travel to Ethiopia. I wonder if I can come home after developing relationships and attachments to the beautiful people of Africa. I wonder if I can make it until August when with each passing day I am about ready to burst with excitement in following through with God's purpose for my life.

 

       The answer to these questions is quite simple. NO. No, I cannot leave my family, adjust to the culture, raise the money, get in front of people to share, get together all the details, come home confident in the difference the year had brought, and make it until August. I cannot do any of this, but I know the One who can!

 

      If I have learned anything this weekend it is that on my own I am nothing. On my own I can make nothing of the mission that the One who holds the earth in His hands has placed before me. I have a purpose, but I am not qualified. I have spent roughly six years preparing for this mission trip, and yet the only reason I can is because He can. He teaches me each and every day as I respond. The call is to act and respond, not be perfectly prepared from day one.

 

 

Are you allowing God teach you how to follow, as you follow?

Inhale. Exhale. Repeat.

     Oh what an experience the past 48 hours have been. Yesterday morning was the first I heard about the threat of snow in our area, and within minutes of hearing the news I found myself in a state of frustration. Why then, would something that I usually LOVE prove to be such a nuisance? Because I had plans of my own.

       In preparing for my trip, the plan has always been that I would meet the family that I will be living with in Ethiopia the day I hop off the plane in August; however, just a few weeks ago I got an e-mail that they would be in the states and passing through the area for a few days. Their trip here was unexpected and totally a God thing! Excitement set in faster than I could blink, and we decided on meeting up tonight. I have been eagerly awaiting this day since I Sharpied it onto my calendar. Naturally then, my frustration with the impending snow hit me like a ton of bricks. With all that is in me I wished away the flurries. I spent all last night checking the forecast, looking at the radars, and wishing that the weather man was wrong. He wasn't. When I saw the first flake fall this morning I fell once again into the trap of worry.

      During this time I had to remind myself to inhale, exhale, and repeat. This was out of my control. The weather is so far beyond my spectrum of influence and there was nothing at all I could do about it. What a scary feeling to have. Knowing that my plans, my once and done opportunity to meet my host family, could be pulled out from under me and I had no power over the situation. Inhale. Exhale. Repeat. That's all I could do.

       I was reminded of my mom's favorite verse... a verse that softly filled my heart when I stopped worrying for long enough to let it enter.

 

      As the case has been time and time again, God worked out the details and I was able to travel home to meet the Bridges (my host family).  Their unexpected trip home, the opportunity to meet, and being able to get to know one another before touching down in Africa were all such God things. I felt very good about them just through our e-mail conversations, but after getting to meet them in person I am even more eager for all that the next year will hold. 

 

     If I'm being completely honest, I was almost as nervous about getting to meet them as I was excited. However, within just a few minutes of meeting, I felt like we had known each other for years; all of the "what ifs" faded into nothingness. I cannot wait to be a part of what is going on over there, and now I am even more eager than ever to embrace the Ethiopian lifestyle. Tonight I am feeling very blessed by how the evening turned out. What an experience it has been. All I can say is: to God be the glory!

 

Now only 175 odd days until I board the plane to rejoin this fabulous family of four.... but who's counting?